Without you…the moon shines, the rainbow shows… but my heart burns.

I am so f*cking tired because I promised to let go!

 

Over and over and over (….and over) I have said this to myself: “I am over with waiting…I am over with pain…I am over with tiredness…and letting go is now my game”

 

Yet you always come back at the time I am most ready to ditch you! If only I could tell you to STOP caring so that I can have reason to hate you. But I know I can’t and I won’t! All I want is for everything to stop and be normal again…just like when I was in college back in those days when I never knew you at all. But I guess life really wants me to meet you. And so we met and became friends…. I was caught off guard and never realized how close we became. Aye! I should have known we were just too close. You did not even lead me on because you know I was just too weak! Or did you? Was that your game?

 

My heart is hurting it does not want you anymore…but my mind kept on thinking of you…I guess my sanity fell in love with you too. Too much thinking made it fall for you.

 

Now I dread the day I started to think I feel something for you, because it all became soooo confusing, I didn’t know how I actually felt anymore.

I was enthusiastic when I am tired; I was excited when I am scolded; I was laughing when I am sick; I was happy when I am sad; I was smiling when I am jealous;

It was like Heaven and hell in one…literally.

 

-DESS

 

 P.S. if this was 2 months ago…this is how I would actually feel for you. I’m so happy I got it over with. I Finally posted this sh*t meyn!! =).

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